Friday, 3 August 2007

He's a bully but I don't care!

Mr Blue is very cross with me because I didn't write at all yesterday! I don't know how it happened, really... I meant to, but I just couldn't get into the groove, and a trip up into little town, to do some errands, really disrupted my day. It wouldn't have bothered a normal, professional writer... but it did me because I'm easily thrown by breaks in my routines.

And I'm not likely to get much done today, as I need to catch up with some outstanding web work, and I'm suffering huge, huge guilt pangs at not getting these tasks done straight away for my clients. It *is* getting harder and harder to balance the two sides of my working life... I'm managing at the moment, mainly because I need the money, but I accept that there may come a time when I have to reluctantly give up the design and focus on writing. I would miss it, if I had to do this, because it's another way of being creative, and one that can be exercised when I'm in a state of emotional turmoil, because it's not affected by my emotions in the way my writing is... *and* my web clients are all so nice... but it's getting to be more and more of a struggle to reconcile the two things. :(

Telly: UK TV History
Choc/Yummy: Tesco chocolate brownie
Mood: oppressed
Writing: nothing yet
Reading: Lakeland catalogue
RSI/FMS: achey, weary

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Dayna_Hart said...

He's cute even when he's angry, isn't he?

I'm sorry you might have to give up the design stuff. I know exactly what you mean about it being relaxing and fun. I've kept it as a hobby, and I still don't get as much done as I wish. *hugs* I hope you find a way to reconcile the two.

Dara said...

Good luck - I'd hate to see Sven come after you! Yikes!

val said...

I think it would be worth having naughty days just to be disciplined by Mr Blue.